xxxItachi-Samaxxx

I went to the dentist and they did nothing for this killer tooth ache which might be three sores under the gums. My brother just dislocated his shoulder, and all I would like to do is freakin cry. But I have to be strong for my niece who is so young. And I spent part of my day sitting in front of my uncles grave crying and complaining to a dead mans grave like it would help. But it only made me cry more. So, this world just hates me I've come to think. It seems to have a very cruel sense of humor. I mean, my wisdom teeth are causing a pain that's almost crippling, my sister and I have made a deal to start getting up at 6;30 and start excersis

So... I have my best friend like everyone else. She is awesome. But she has this thing where she has to one up me. At everything...... It's really irritating. It's kinda stupid. And she's currently going off about all of her childhood pictures. You see we're graduating from high school this Saturday. And she is sitting there one upping me.... She has had life easier than I have I've come to notice. Practically everything handed to her while I sit by ans struggle every day just to get by. And I honestly don't think she understand that. And she obviously doesn't understand that even though I try to act like a child my tastes in everything are m

Hello again, So I'm bickering with my new boyfriend about booty shorts and toning my body. I don't think he understands that I'm horribly self conscious. But, he is really trying to make me feel better. Which don't get me wrong is really sweet but I just can't seem to get it through my head that I am "beautiful" and "sexy" and "thin" but it just doesn't seem to be making any sense to me. I just don't see it. But, who am I to judge? Our worst critics are ourselves. And now I'm done.